At the starting of my day, Jesse was bitchin' 'cause I made him sleep on the couch, but it was still a good mornin'. Then, I did some things around the house, played with my neice, and then Jesse went home. But then, at the start of my nite, Jesse "ran away without knowin' it" by goin' with ?Ryan? somewheres and then his parents decide to go to his grandparents house out in New Braunsfels, ya know, a spur of the moment deal, his grandfather is sick and might die. So we were lookin' for him for like an hour I guess, his dad finally called and said he came home, but yeah. So he's goin' to his grandfathers for who knows how long..I'm gunna miss him. Shit, everyones leavin' me. Jon'than went to the lake until Friday with a buddy of his, and I doubt he'll be able to call me. I mean, it wouldn't be such a big deal if he wasn't moving in two weeks. But noo, he's movin' to his dad's in Mississippi. I dunno what I'm gunna do. My mom wants to move to Dallas and shit, I'm just gunna fuckin' go insane, havin' all my friends leavin' to other states and shit, so when I come back down here to Beaumont to visit, I won't even get to see them. But hey, what the fuck ever. I think this is gunna turn out to be one of those "WHEN'S HE GUNNA FUCKIN' CALL DAMNIT?!" nites, or a nite of total insanity where I don't know what to do, but I can't get to sleep unless I cry all my pain away, or..Whatever.